Friday, October 21, 2005 at 4:41 PM
beach boys; wouldnt it be nice50 first dates soundtrack:
Wouldn't it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn't have to wait so long
And wouldn't it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong
You know its gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together
Wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through
Happy times together we've been spending
I wish that every kiss was neverending
Wouldn't it be nice
Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray it might come true
Baby then there wouldn't be a single thing we couldn't do
We could be married
And then we'd be happy
Wouldn't it be nice
You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But lets talk about it
Wouldn't it be nice
feel lyke changing it into :
wouldnt it be nice
if i was cleverer
then i would always get good grades
wouldnt it be nice
if i was smarter
then my mother would not keep scolding me all along
if i was only smarter
then i could get into 3eb next year
wouldnt it be nice..
wouldnt it be nice
if i did better
then i would be happy
wouldnt it be nice..
BUT ITS ALL FAKE FAKE FAKE. SOBBIESSSSSSSSSSS...
really sad sad sad. hello all. today is a SUPER DE DUPER darn idiotic day for me. first of all, i dint do freaking well in my studies. i failed 3. science, d&t and home econs. and all these minor subjects pulled my overall so DARN LOW ! dam ! haix. then the rest werent say very good. dun wanna say it here. my mother has been scolding and scolding me for so long. ahh, GODDAMIT ! but after that, hung up with alicia and all for a while and was feeling better. was so displeased myself with MATHS. i totally suck at it. i dun have a chance to get into 3eb alrdy. so SAD ! i wanna learn A maths. haixx.. sighs loads loads. then, after school, sihui came telling me saying zt and sy asked her bout that FUCKING THING. so sihui ask them who said it but that wouldnt wanna say. so me cia and hui went to find them again. i was freaking pissed alrdy. so i made them say. and they say it was fang ru. and fang ru got the info. from grace. and grace told the 5 of them wanyu, zt, sy, fang ru including herself. that NA BEI CHEE BYE KIA go tell his friend then tell grace. then now, i so freaking pissed. he not happy issit.. wanna go ard telling ppl. very big deal ah ? i tell u ITS ONLY FOR A FUCKING ONE DAY AND YOU PLS STOP FUCKING TELLING EVERYBODY YOU CHEE BYE. YOU WATCH OUT MAN ! BIGGEST BASTARD I EVER KNOWN. WHATS THE BIG FUCK MAN ? BIG DEAL ? MOTHER FUCKER. GO AND FUCKING DIE. YOU WANNA SAY SORRY ALSO MEI MEN AR ! CHAAAAOOOOOOO CCCCCHHHHHEEEEEEEEEEE BBBBYYYYEEEEE.
sorry liping. if you see this. i noe you will be unhappy about it. but PPL im really upset and frustrated with so many things alrdy. very sad and stressed. im tired. i need to shout it all out. so take all. oh ya, tmr going for training for hiking. gosh ! 7.30 at school. AM not PM. GONNA BE FREAKING TIRED. BYE ALL !
this chorus of end of me, is totally saying wad im feeling:
this is the last of illusion ;
this is the final trace of innocence ;
if im caught in the middle ;
i know it will be ;
the end of me !!!!!